Dont leave. Then who will keep me from getting in trouble? Riot Control Syd is gone so you are the only remaining one left to keep the last living Chancer from getting in trouble.
I know I am a bit late to this party but as a staff member who has resigned recently, it is much more relaxing not being a staff member and you can still talk to the people you know and appreciate. If you feel like you aren't doing enough or doing too much to the point that you are stressed out, then you do need a break. Knowing you, as the great staff member you are, if you take a break for a few months and still play MC, you could probably get staff back after a while. I know I have personally ruined that chance for me but Senpai, don't feel guilty about having to put yourself first. Your health and mental well-being is much more important. It is all up to you.
